How Will My Portraits Look?

Traditionally, people say that a photograph is shaped by the person in front of the camera through how they act and how they compose themselves in front of the camera. However, I feel that a photo is also shaped by the photographer. The photographer chooses how to photograph the subject and does this based on who the subject is, how the photographer feels they should be portrayed and the environment that they are in. The photographer knows how to work light in order to create the image that they desire and, in terms of portrait photography, how best to present the subject.

A brilliant example of this is the video below found on worldvillage.com. It features one model and six different photographers who are all told different back stories about the model before being asked to take his photo. They all produce amazing portraits of the gentleman however they are all completely different, which confuses each photographer as they question why and how the other practitioners took the photos like that with the backstory that they know. Some are told that he is struggling musician, some are told that he is a multimillionaire while others think that he has just been released from prison. The photographers use the light and pose the man in a way that they think tells his story best, some looking sheepish, some looking powerful.

This really highlights how much input the photographer has in how the subject is portrayed and how the viewers see them. It has made me question the way in which I would like to photograph my model. My project differs from this example, in my work I will be eliminating the subject faces and am not looking to create images that tell their personal stories. The point of my project is to show solidarity between people who have experienced poor mental health. I will, however, consider how I situate them in each environment. do I want the images to have a sense of personal identity? This can be shown in the way that they position themselves in front of the camera and the way they hold the mirror. Are they holding it with one hand? do they have the other on their hip or in their pocket? do they feel more comfortable sitting down? are their legs crossed or out in front of them?

Or alternatively, do I want my project to be more uninformed, should everyone be standing upright holding the mirror with both hands to highlight this idea of solidarity and communicate that there is an army of people in the world who don’t know eavhother, and who viewers dont know, who are all exeriencng similar things?

http://www.worldvillage.com/6-photographers-shot-the-same-person-and-the-results-are-astonishing/

Contact Update

I have exchanged a few emails with the Student Union at the university and managed to secure a poster advertisement around the university for my project. The advertisement will be displayed around the student union and help zone offices across all campuses. The woman I emailed sent the poster to a member of staff from each campus and also to the head of the wellbeing society at Gloucestershire University. I took the liberty to make sure that there is an advertisement on the walls of Hardwick in the hopes that other people who understand the difficulties with gaining contacts for creative projects will spare times to help me. The advertisement reads:

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I also posted an advert on my own personal social media accounts in the hopes that people would feel encouraged to come forward and assist me. They spread across my facebook page, twitter feed and Instagram uploads as well as the photojournalism and documentary photography facebook page and a friends university society page. From these, I have had a few messages from old friends to people that have seen my adverts around university and facebook. I am hoping that when I return for easter, more people will come forward having seen my ad. I have decided that advertising openly and publically on facebook would be quite dangerous in terms of my personal safety. I cannot guarantee that someone would be able to assist me on shoots and that people will be around at all times. This may, in turn, sacrifice my safety.

 

 

 

Angelica Garcia / Vacio

Angelica Garcia is a photographer and artist from Venezuela. She studied photography in Argentina graduating with a bachelors degree. Since then, her art and photographic works have taken her all over the world and been exhibited in cities such as New York. Garcia is particularly interested in the idea of merging both her art and photography style together creating unique experimental imagery. Lots of her work is focused around the idea of loneliness and carries a deeper meaning.

Vacio translates to emptiness which is what this project is focussed around. To illustrate this feeling Garcia created conceptual portraits by taking portraits of people and then erasing the face to recreate the how this emotion feels, you lose who you are and what you stand for. To erase the face, Garcia printed the images and then manually distorted the face by using her hands to introduce water droplets and blending colours together for example. She then takes a photo of the final image to digitally present them. When she published the images, she released them with this statement to introduce and explain her project in more detail:

“Every day I lose you… time, You are like water that slips away from me. Presence. Moment. Movement. How can I do to show how you run from me? How can I show that even if I freeze you, then you aren’t the same? How if I steal your essence, I don’t have you anyway? Strange presence… Emptiness”

This project allowed her to explore the loneliness she felt as a foreign student in Argentina. It helped her to come to terms with the fact that she could meet a lot of people there, but as soon as they returned to their home countries their presence would dissolve. It also reminded her that through photography she could make moments and persons memorable.

The images as a series look amazing and would be well suited to a large scale gallery installation as they each hold a lot of information about the emotions not only running through Garcia but the people she is photographing. The images were all taken against white walls in the streets of Argentina and therefore all carry a similar, soft natural light. I assume the images were all taken on slightly cloudy days as the light appears quite even across all areas of the images. The clouds act as a large softbox lighting the image. This, in turn, makes the colours much softer giving an overall peaceful aesthetic.

Some of the movement in the images is very consistent and fluid, it looks like just one small movement was used to erase the face. This supports the idea of the images looking peaceful and still as the end result is very soft. These images create more of an idea that the people are more caught in a whirlwind of the mind around one thought or experience. While, in others, the water droplet images, for example, creates a much heavier distortion and is much more sporadic which is much more hectic and intrusive than the rest. These different textures over the images can be seen to express not only the different stages and intensities of emptiness that Garcia felt during her time in Argentina but also the feelings of the people she photographed. As a viewer, this range can help us to relate more closely to the feeling of emptiness as Garcia shows many different scales, no two people are the same.

Overall I think the images are incredibly poetic and sublime. They are beautiful to look at and the movement in the images creates a peaceful and soft expression to the images which lies parallel next to the message behind the images making them much more poetic and heartbreaking. Compositionally, she has kept the subject in the centre of the frame which means that they fill the image and remain the most important factor. I think this has helped to make sure that the people are not forgotten amongst the movement in the images and makes them more powerful as they are easily relatable.

Garcia’s images are incredibly emotionally capturing which makes them so successful. This idea of expressing an emotion in an image to talk about a social issue is what I am aiming to do for my project. By gathering all kinds of people together to take part will show how people are not alone in this feeling and there are many people they can lean on or talk to all around them. Frome this work, I will take away the compositional technique. Placing the subject in the middle of the frame will ensure that the human element is not lost and keep them at the forefront of images highlighting there importance.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

https://weandthecolor.com/obscure-portrait-photography-angelica-garcia/33758

https://www.ignant.com/2014/03/28/emptiness-by-angelica-garcia/

http://resourcemagonline.com/2015/03/photographer-of-the-day-angelica-garcia-with-her-vacio-emptiness-series/49247/

http://resourcemagonline.com/2015/03/photographer-of-the-day-angelica-garcia-with-her-vacio-emptiness-series/49247/

Book Research / Reflection On Own Work

Migration – From Cupar to Comfortless Cove

For this project, we had to produce a book based on the idea of migration either international or internal. I chose to tell the story of my mother, a Scottish woman who was born in Singapore and travelled through her childhood life. In August 2016 my mother left our home in Stevenage and moved to Ascension Island, located in the heart of the South Atlantic Ocean, miles away from anything else. Because of the personal connection I have to the subject, I wanted to produce a scrapbook photo book. I felt that this would highlight the personal nature of the story and allow me to hand make much of it. This would mean I could have more visual materials to enhance my story and also make it stand out in the current market.

Julia pointed out that the book that we produce, while individual still had to be a professional publication. Therefore it would be better and more effective for me if I could somehow emulate this scrapbook aesthetic on the computer rather than handmade scrapbook that I could create the pages of the scrapbook and then scan these into the computer to produce an online book. However, when I started looking into doing this I came to realised that while my idea was good, scrapbook stickers were not a very professional tool. From this, I adapted my idea and decided to be a completely online publication. This would be easier for me to change and adapt throughout the process as well as being easier for me to distribute. In terms of marketing, it would sit much betting into the genre of photos books with a professional printed aesthetic.

Overall, I am happy with my finished book. I feel that I managed to keep the scrapbook/family album aesthetic via the placement of my images for one. Some of the images are layered on top of each other while others are smaller framed in the middle of the page. This un-uniform layout highlights the idea of the scrapbook and the unique nature of the story as a whole. I had bought decorative scrapbooking paper when I was I was going to make a physical scrapbook and used these in my online version. I scanned these into the computer and used them as backgrounds to framed image or writing. I think this helps me achieve a scrapbook aesthetic.

I tried to induce a change of pace throughout my book from when she was a child travelling to now she is living on a remote island. I think this is much more visible when looking at my publication on Issu. You can see that towards the end of the book there is a much more considerable amount of white space. I did this to imitate her pace of life now, she is much more relaxed and enjoying island life.

Given the chance to redo this project again, however, I feel that the final product would have benefitted if I have not been so timid to ask Alison to do more for me. There was a point during to project that I asked her to re-scan some stuff for me and she did seem quite blunt, I know she is an incredibly busy person, so this put me off asking more of her. Had we been able to sit down and talk more about the narrative I think the book could have been much more in-depth. I would have liked to have been told briefly about her children and then about her travels to America, Germany, Budapest and her settled home in Stevenage. Perhaps her returning visits to Cyprus and how the island has changed as I know you can still approach the area she was evacuated from and we have photographs somewhere.

Reflection:

I think that this book follows a certain type of niche aesthetic that is very popular these days but its very much a unique and personal touch. I don’t think techniques like this will be transferable to my publication for this project as mental health is a very serious subject and I am trying to raise serious points and ask serious questions about this.

From this, I am understanding how my book needs to be much more serious and professional that this previous product of mine. I think that the layout needs to be much more uniform to allow readers to look deeper into the images and the stories behind each one. With this publication, there I had no artistic control over the images. They are snapshots family images which have no deeper meaning and therefore were just visual aids for the story. In my new project, the images carry much more meaning and creativity that needs to be appreciated and read for the project to be successful.

 

Documentary Perspectives – Babel 

My book, Babel, is based on the diversity of the people in London and aims to highlight just how many different kinds of people adore the City as much as I do. I am always amazed that no matter when I go to London it is full of people and I often look at people on the tube and think ‘I wonder why you are in London?’. I love walking around the city and hearing all the different languages and accents and I wanted to look deeper into this and see if I could finally answer my question and find out why some of these people come to London.

I had a list of places I wanted to go and sat in the area for a while scoping out the people who didn’t seem to be in any rush, who seemed friends and looked like they might help me. Once I had done this I tried to get polar opposites, if I took a photo of a young girl, I would then try and ask an older male and so on. I think this helped me get a ride range of people and personalities.  I also asked for them to write something down for me, something about what they like about London or why they are in London. Most people wrote about the latter because it was quicker and less thought went into it. Some people said no as I had already taken up some of their time taking photos which is understandable. I have learnt that the key to these kinds of projects is not to get put off by people saying no. Take it in your stride and think that’s just another person you have to ask to replace them.

I used the writing alongside the images to inject some personality into my book. I really like the scrapbook aesthetic in photography books, I think that the personal touch makes a book stand out from the rest and makes you view it differently, more fondly, because someone has gone through the trouble of hand making something for you to enjoy. I ripped the quotes out of my notebook and scanned them into the computer to place them next to the photos. This works quite well in making the people more relatable. I wanted them to appear ripped around the edges so that this scrapbook theme was more evident but the scanner never showed these in print.

I used InDesign to produce my book. I have had a little experience with this software already and thought that it was quite easy to do. I really enjoyed playing around with different layout ideas and blogging my progress, I didn’t realise just how much thought goes into every little detail when producing a book. I originally had my book as an A4 publication but I later felt that I didn’t want my book to be this big. While it was a pain to resize all my images, I think that A5 works much better. It is much more fashionable as a publication, small enough to pick up and put on your bookshelf. Also, the Issu website would not let me upload any A4 layouts because the files were too big so I would have had to resize the publication anyway.

I paired my images based on colours, tones and orientation. Taking tips from successful photographers such as Martin Parr, I tried to place images that carried the same colours together. I also arrange my photos by composition and characteristics, for example, some of my images contain the subject’s body slightly facing away from the camera. I have tried to place these with their backs to the edge of the pages so that the photos flow better together. I also linked photo through things like hats and headdress.

I was very keen to use symmetry throughout my book. There are many studies that show the more symmetrical a person’s features are, the more desirable they are to the people, this is particularly important when finding a mate. My theory was that this could be transferred to compositions and layouts took. The more symmetrical my layout was, the more aesthetically pleasing and desirable it would be to the people who read it. White space was important to me when I was creating my book. I was very aware that having white space is a very fashionable thing in photography books and I wanted to keep mine as relevant as possible. As well being a style choice, white space is also key to ensuring that a book is easy to read. I didn’t want my book to be too overwhelming like some that I have looked at before. I wanted it to be neatly spaced so there was room for the readers to breath and take in what they have seen. While editing I could see that big chunks of paper full of portraits was just not effective.

Another thing that is featured in many other photography books is varied layouts. Most photography books don’t have the same layout over and over again from start to finish. They interject their layout with slightly different styles which keeps the book interesting and makes it more enjoyable to read. I wanted to do this also so I included full-page spreads and some single page spreads in order to enhance this. It’s important that viewers want to flick through the rest of my book and don’t lose interest, without this my book would not be successful as a publication at all.

If I were to do this project again I would like to take more time with the people that I photograph. I needed to spend a bit more time checking the quality of my shots before letting the subject walk away from me. Another way to tackle this would have been to pre-set the camera, however as I was constantly moving through the city through different lights, I was forever changing my settings, something that I wouldn’t have been able to do if I had preset the camera. I didn’t want to take up any more of the peoples time because I had already pulled them away from their day. I think that there is a balance between too much and just enough time, a balance that both photographer and subject are happy with, it will just take some experimenting and practising to find this.

Reflection:

I think that the idea behind my use of symmetry was a useful way of thinking and layout in a professional publication. The full-page images make the publication less repetitive, however, in my mental health book, this repetition may work in my favour. I love the use of white space in this publication. It certainly slows down the pace of the book, also reflected in my migration module book, and means that there is more time to read people faces and expressions.

In this evaluation, I have discussed how I have linked the images together through colours which meant that they eye flows more easily from one image to the other. I need to consider the layout of my book and the way in which I will lay out my images. They will be taken in various different environments, from green land to woodland and urban areas. I think it may look good to intertwine these rather than having all wooded areas together in one clump. This is something I will need to experiment with overall.

In terms of my current project, looking back at this has reminded me how important it is to try various layouts so that the white space is an equal balance between clean and precise and empty. I also will take a bit more time with the people I am photographing, not only for photographic reasons, I want to cover all bases and make sure I have the right images in my book, but also in terms of building a rapport with them. This will benefit my project overall as they will feel more open and comfortable in front of the camera and within their writing.

 

Reflections on The Real – Artefact

For this module we were able to pick one of four themes to document, comparison and classification, caught in the lens, industry and consumerism and close to home. I chose to photograph students of Gloucestershire University’s bedrooms and then get them to choose what object from their room reminds them most of home. I would then take this object and place it in the studio environment with a contextualising quote in order to demonstrate how you may not recognise the value of an object until it is explained.

I wanted to do this because I wanted the idea to be simple so that the message would be clear and precise. While my idea did not change over the course of this project, my understanding of it did. The more research I did the more of a theoretical understanding I gained. This, in turn, meant that I enjoyed the subject much more when I wrote my proposal I was very concerned about it boring to myself and therefore to the viewer. when you enjoy a subject it is reflected in the photography and overall standard of the imagery. Rather than being quite basic and simple, I feel the project has become quite in-depth and complex in its message.

I was very concern with the outcome of my project being too simple. However, the more images I complied and the more it started to come together, I realised that it is this simplicity that makes my project powerful. The repetition means that the viewer is able to read the images more clearly. On top of this, and the fact that I have chosen to light my images natural and refrain from excessive editing means that the real is being continuously represented.

During the editing, I had a few issues with the colour cast on some images because I used natural light and tungsten light together which meant that the two sources of light were fighting to be seen creating a purple hue. This was able to be corrected in photoshop, however, has compromised some of the quality of my images. If I were to do the project again I would be more careful with my lighting and consider my timing, perhaps conduct the project in the summer so that I could get up earlier and the flight would be stronger and clearer for longer meaning I wouldn’t have to use tungsten light at all.

In my proposal, I outlined that I wanted the publication to contain at least 20 images which would mean I needed 10 different subjects. However, when reviewing my book I decided to take more photographs because I felt that the pattern I was creating ended too soon. Overall, I am happy with my project and feel that it successfully separates objects from their meaning and detaches the emotion that the owner has given to them, contrasting their natural environment with the clinical and evidential studio. It shows how people attach sentiment to realism in times of uncertainty as a coping mechanism for the unknown. If I was going to continue this project I feel that more rooms and object would help just to produce a bigger body of work and demonstrate my point further. I would like to include more male rooms as I only have two included in the book at the moment. This would present more of a dynamic range of object as well as room environment as a few of them are much more feminine and dainty.

Reflection: 

In this current project, I will pay more attention to the setting of my camera before and during the shoots that I do. During Artefact, I struggled with the colour cast around the images, somewhere colder than others and therefore I need to make sure that my white balance is correct before taking the images. This will mean that the white balance will need less altering in post-production. I think in this project I have proved that I am capable of separating a meaning from an image and will work to emulate this in my current work creating images which highlight my meaning.

This publication helps to show how uniformity and pattern can help to highlight a message. I used a good amount of white space between the images to break the layout up but kept the images in the same position throughout the book so that the message would be clearer in the long run.

What Will My Project Look Like

Today I have started thinking about what my project will look like as a final product and what kind of form I would like the images to take and how I will present this at the end of the module. I am toying mainly with two different ideas:

A Book

  • experience in producing these previously.
  • I find them quite easy to create and very expressive.
  • can include handwritten word or drawings.
  • much more intimate as people have to pick the book up and flick through it themselves.
  • can be distributed more than once
  • can reach many different areas and therefore reach many more people
  • large market already exists

Art Installation

  • can be large images that are displayed in a gallery format.
  • light boxes with the images printed into glass.
  • not produced a project with this as the final piece before
  • very time-consuming.
  • not much room for explanation.
  • eye-catching and unavoidable
  • not easy to transport to a different location which limits the number of people who would see it.

 

due to this, I am leaning more towards producing a book for my final piece as I feel it will offer me enough create openness and also allow me to explain my work and contextualise the project without including an essay that goes aline side the images. people are less like to read this and take it in given the option of looking at the images on their own. I don’t want the meaning to get lost as I feel the project is important and could create some real waves in the way of changes to the way society sees mental health.

Collecting Contacts

My project will take the form of a book which is a medium that I have really enjoyed creating for other projects. I want the book to reflect the subject matter, I want it to be taken seriously when thinking about the subject matter. Accompanying my images will be an essay surrounding Mental Health and how it is seen in society today. I want the essay to add to the images, not the images to add to the essay and therefore I am looking for as many people as possible to involve in my project.

Personally, I know a handful of people who have encountered or are currently dealing with mental health issues and are willing to pose for my project. To reach its full potential, I am hoping that the university SU will post an advert which will enable me to reach out to more people. I have emailed the SU and also contacted them via there Facebook page to speed up the process. The email read:

 

Hi there!
I am currently studying photojournalism and documentary photography at UoG and am starting my final major project. I am looking to take portraits using a mirror to hide identity that centre around mental health and the premise that mental health issue affects more people than you think. It’s about raising awareness and demonstrating that people are not alone in this.
I was wondering if you could posts an ad on the student union Facebook page for me in order to reach out and get more people?
I have written a draft advert that explains the project in more depth so that people are aware of what my intentions are before they get in contact:

Hi there,

I am currently studying photojournalism and documentary photography at the University of Gloucestershire and am looking for people who would be willing to be photographed as part of my Final Major Project. The theme of my work is mental health. The portraits I take will be outdoors using a mirror to cover the face. I will also be interested in collecting some writing from people who are involved, just about how their experience with their own mental health has made them feel. I am aiming to highlight how many people feel isolated and alone due to their mental health. By placing these all together in one project I am, in turn, showing how this is not the case and making the point that society needs to be doing more to ‘normalise’ mental health issues. 

Personal accounts can be emailed.

I will be looking to start shooting between 19th – 23rd of March and then start again on the 9th of April. 

Please feel free to contact me for more information if you’re interested.

I would really appreciate any help you can provide me with or any advice that you can give me which would help me reach more people.

Thanks for your time and consideration.

Best wishes,

Megan Emmerson

 

 

My concern with this that it will attract people who are all similar ages to myself and while peoples faces are not in this project, you will be able to tell from their dress and stance. I want a variety of people in my project from all walks of life which will enable me to express my thesis that mental health affects us all and it is okay for it to affect us. I also have reservation about posting on facebook pages like other people have done for their contacts as I am unaware of what kind of people this will attract and how safe I will be on various locations with strangers.